一个人在那里呆着
我喜欢
和自己相处
别来打扰
只属于我的世界
Time for reality
Long ago i knew it's time to grow up
to be able to survive on my own two feet
but recently the pressure is so strong
i nearly fall into the trap of depression
i dont know how the helplessness fill into me
so helpless like no one can understand
maybe it's the EXPECTATIONS i need to meet
maybe it's the BEST that i have to get
i dont want people to be disappointed
i'm really doing my best
the fear of stepping into reality
who will know? Who really cares?
I wonder how jesus feel when he is fulfilling god's will and expectations?
I won't know how he feels but I know he trusted the lord through every hard times =)
to be able to survive on my own two feet
but recently the pressure is so strong
i nearly fall into the trap of depression
i dont know how the helplessness fill into me
so helpless like no one can understand
maybe it's the EXPECTATIONS i need to meet
maybe it's the BEST that i have to get
i dont want people to be disappointed
i'm really doing my best
the fear of stepping into reality
who will know? Who really cares?
I wonder how jesus feel when he is fulfilling god's will and expectations?
I won't know how he feels but I know he trusted the lord through every hard times =)
需要理由
受伤 心灵才会成长
就让它成长吧
让它成为受伤的理由
原谅 上帝才会欢喜
就让主欢喜吧
让它成为原谅的理由
Protect me O Lord,
from those evil words said
from those cruel deeds done
because of your great love
because you keep your promise to save.
就让它成长吧
让它成为受伤的理由
原谅 上帝才会欢喜
就让主欢喜吧
让它成为原谅的理由
Protect me O Lord,
from those evil words said
from those cruel deeds done
because of your great love
because you keep your promise to save.
Naughty classmates makes a cute class =P
I suddenly felt that i love my class
more that i thought=)
my classmates made it special
i love them all
the quiet ones
clever ones
naughty ones
cute ones
and most of all
the warm and cozy ones!!! =D
i think i'll miss them next year XD
more that i thought=)
my classmates made it special
i love them all
the quiet ones
clever ones
naughty ones
cute ones
and most of all
the warm and cozy ones!!! =D
i think i'll miss them next year XD
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How good it is when people only notice the surface of things, because no one will notice the odd one. Because I know that the person doesn't want to be noticed. That person chose to be ignored.
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How good it is when people only notice the surface of things, because no one will notice the odd one. Because I know that the person doesn't want to be noticed. That person chose to be ignored.
GRANDPA'S 80TH BIRTHDAY!!!
Happy birthday grandpa!!!
U and grandma look so sweet during the "cake cutting ceremony"
keep smiling throughout the dinner =D
U are always so loving and caring
even though we hardly talk
but I know u love us all
thank you for all the blessings
u've brought into our family
we will always love u grandpa
as u always do=)
haha I would like to SHARE something bout the food today...
We ate "monk jump over the wall" which supposed to be delicious
but obviously it's a waste feeding me that @.@
then there's a lot of seafood which are all "jelly-like"
and I got to drink a glass of champagne *it was my 1st time* =D taste, not bad
ahaha but overall the dinner was good cause we enjoyed ourselves talking=P
lots of little kids today @.@
all of them are so cute!!!
But when they started to run around then.....*u know*
cake we had a sesame charcoal flavour *delicious*
today, a day to remember=)
公公, 生日快乐 身体健康哦^^
love,
your granddaughter
U and grandma look so sweet during the "cake cutting ceremony"
keep smiling throughout the dinner =D
U are always so loving and caring
even though we hardly talk
but I know u love us all
thank you for all the blessings
u've brought into our family
we will always love u grandpa
as u always do=)
haha I would like to SHARE something bout the food today...
We ate "monk jump over the wall" which supposed to be delicious
but obviously it's a waste feeding me that @.@
then there's a lot of seafood which are all "jelly-like"
and I got to drink a glass of champagne *it was my 1st time* =D taste, not bad
ahaha but overall the dinner was good cause we enjoyed ourselves talking=P
lots of little kids today @.@
all of them are so cute!!!
But when they started to run around then.....*u know*
cake we had a sesame charcoal flavour *delicious*
today, a day to remember=)
公公, 生日快乐 身体健康哦^^
love,
your granddaughter
ah ah ah
envy is not a good deed
so i'm trying hard not to do so
i don't wanna be a bad girl
envying people's stuff
it's tired with all that self-convincing
that i'm ALWAYS okay
that emptiness within my heart sucks!!!
What a life when u gotta forbid all complainssSS
so i'm trying hard not to do so
i don't wanna be a bad girl
envying people's stuff
it's tired with all that self-convincing
that i'm ALWAYS okay
that emptiness within my heart sucks!!!
What a life when u gotta forbid all complainssSS
The Trendy mood

EMO
EMO
EMO
It's all on people's faces
maybe they have too many thoughts
maybe they have some sad stuff to handle
maybe they just don't know what to feel now
yeah and i had fulfilled all of the above
i can't do with the depression
so i gotta tell myself the biggest lie at all times
"IT'S OKAY YOU'RE JUST TIRED."
Piano pratical + voon's 17th birthday
All i have for this exam is only the faith i have in the Lord for he determines my future...
"Those who honour you will be glad when they see me, because i trust in your promise." psalm 119:74 =)
i really appreciate those encouraging words from my bffs...luv ya guys!!!
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Voon got a surprise party from all of us ^^
finally she has grown up a little bit ^^
she had changed...do u ppl notice the changes??
Ahaha unfortunately to be a better and cute little girl^^
Happy 17th birthday Voon!!!
Voon ar Voon~~
Thank you for being such a friend
and don't forget I'll always be your friend =)
a little reminder: 47 days more to 2011's pm trial =P
"Those who honour you will be glad when they see me, because i trust in your promise." psalm 119:74 =)
i really appreciate those encouraging words from my bffs...luv ya guys!!!
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Voon got a surprise party from all of us ^^
finally she has grown up a little bit ^^
she had changed...do u ppl notice the changes??
Ahaha unfortunately to be a better and cute little girl^^
Happy 17th birthday Voon!!!
Voon ar Voon~~
Thank you for being such a friend
and don't forget I'll always be your friend =)
a little reminder: 47 days more to 2011's pm trial =P
Remain unknown till...
The extinguished glowing fire of mine ignites
after how we got along
I forgot how long I had tried to convince myself
let it go my dear
but now you are so close just within my reach
how is it possible for me to forget?
I don't know whether you feel the way I feel
if u don't, it's okay...
I can get over it soon
very soon
or sooner enough
after how we got along
I forgot how long I had tried to convince myself
let it go my dear
but now you are so close just within my reach
how is it possible for me to forget?
I don't know whether you feel the way I feel
if u don't, it's okay...
I can get over it soon
very soon
or sooner enough
News news news
1. I got into the national service's list
mood: okay, not that bad
2. I can have my sunday off because compertition is on saturday
mood: yeah at least i hav a day off but sat will be pack!!!
3. 7 more days!!! 7 more days to my piano practical!!!
mood: very nervous
4. Skipped PE to do my ®«¿¤¡»¿chinese essay
mood: i'll never trust yap ff again!
5. Realise there's many future engineers around me=)
mood: Malaysia may have a better technology
6. It's vivien's birthday this Saturday
mood: I bought a present for her already=)
7. Lastly, only 124 more days to my *o-levels*
mood: GAMBATEH
prepared by,
becky
*for more info update pls hang out till the next post*
ciao XD
mood: okay, not that bad
2. I can have my sunday off because compertition is on saturday
mood: yeah at least i hav a day off but sat will be pack!!!
3. 7 more days!!! 7 more days to my piano practical!!!
mood: very nervous
4. Skipped PE to do my ®«¿¤¡»¿chinese essay
mood: i'll never trust yap ff again!
5. Realise there's many future engineers around me=)
mood: Malaysia may have a better technology
6. It's vivien's birthday this Saturday
mood: I bought a present for her already=)
7. Lastly, only 124 more days to my *o-levels*
mood: GAMBATEH
prepared by,
becky
*for more info update pls hang out till the next post*
ciao XD
Something new today
Depression?
10% of the students in the country are under depression?
I thought this is rare
the symptoms for this are:
constant sadness, loss of weight or overeating, low self-esteem, lost of interest in once favored activities, fatigue, oversleeping, waking early in the morning and irritability.
Causes for it are mainly stresses and peers.
I read an article saying that depression goes unnoticed because most people wants to be normal and fit in. Hmm?
A girl shared her experience too...
She said, " I feel like I can't deal anymore. There're just too much pressure. I just want people to leave me alone; let me sleep for awhile. I hate everyone. I hate everything. It's not worth it. There is so much anger, stress and sadness. I did everything to cover up how I was feeling inside and thought that maybe if I just forget about it, it will go away. I didn't know how to deal with it. But my coach noticed the problem in me and help me through it. I went to a doctor and took medication and it makes me feel better."
So be careful ya, deal stress in a proper manner=)
IF YOU ARE HAVING THE SYMPTOMS ABOVE, PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO ASK FOR HELP!!!
you may tell your close friend or the teacher you trust most as long as someone is aware of your condition=)
btw, I'm reading GLAMOUR. Reducing stress. =P
10% of the students in the country are under depression?
I thought this is rare
the symptoms for this are:
constant sadness, loss of weight or overeating, low self-esteem, lost of interest in once favored activities, fatigue, oversleeping, waking early in the morning and irritability.
Causes for it are mainly stresses and peers.
I read an article saying that depression goes unnoticed because most people wants to be normal and fit in. Hmm?
A girl shared her experience too...
She said, " I feel like I can't deal anymore. There're just too much pressure. I just want people to leave me alone; let me sleep for awhile. I hate everyone. I hate everything. It's not worth it. There is so much anger, stress and sadness. I did everything to cover up how I was feeling inside and thought that maybe if I just forget about it, it will go away. I didn't know how to deal with it. But my coach noticed the problem in me and help me through it. I went to a doctor and took medication and it makes me feel better."
So be careful ya, deal stress in a proper manner=)
IF YOU ARE HAVING THE SYMPTOMS ABOVE, PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO ASK FOR HELP!!!
you may tell your close friend or the teacher you trust most as long as someone is aware of your condition=)
btw, I'm reading GLAMOUR. Reducing stress. =P
Countdown 14 days to go
Hehe 14 more days to my piano practical examination date
and...it's also voon's BIRTHDAY=)
felt a bit down when i got to know the date
but there will be a little surprise which i can get to take part in so i wouldn't feel that bad
so how's practice going?
Erm...o-k-a-y i think
been disciplining myself to practice 30-60minutes a day =&
so yup I think it will be good
I'm having total faith=D
GAMBATEH !!!
school's good, overall
nothing good to mention YET
cause this sat is our report card day
well you know it's always the "special" day
where your parents get to talk to the teachers and ask all sorts of questions
I hope it won't be embarrassing XD
I have second thoughts about taking form6
since the education system had changed
its worth considering=)
then maybe I can get into the local uni...uncertainty
but I will still consider NUS if I can get an offer there...compete compete compete@.@
medical is a costly choice but it's worth it
the beauty of it is when u can help those who are desperate and u know exactly how=)
GOD BLESS YA
ciao...
and...it's also voon's BIRTHDAY=)
felt a bit down when i got to know the date
but there will be a little surprise which i can get to take part in so i wouldn't feel that bad
so how's practice going?
Erm...o-k-a-y i think
been disciplining myself to practice 30-60minutes a day =&
so yup I think it will be good
I'm having total faith=D
GAMBATEH !!!
school's good, overall
nothing good to mention YET
cause this sat is our report card day
well you know it's always the "special" day
where your parents get to talk to the teachers and ask all sorts of questions
I hope it won't be embarrassing XD
I have second thoughts about taking form6
since the education system had changed
its worth considering=)
then maybe I can get into the local uni...uncertainty
but I will still consider NUS if I can get an offer there...compete compete compete@.@
medical is a costly choice but it's worth it
the beauty of it is when u can help those who are desperate and u know exactly how=)
GOD BLESS YA
ciao...
R.I.P. 好吗?
知道你难受
你可能觉得没人能了解你
死了还被人说不珍惜生命
也问你为什么看不开
也说你不孝
我听了都为你感到悲哀
为什么没人愿意站在我的立场想
为什么没人问问我感受
为什么没人愿意相信我
心里这样想的吧
这时候,告诉他要珍惜生命简直是废话
因为他要听的不是你们怎样责备他
告诉他有多错, 说他是多么的贱
如果不改, 就是失败!!!
对一个有忧郁症的人 你们是多么的残忍
他死了,永远离开了
为什么我会那么感性
我也不知 他也只是位陌生人啊
可能因为他离我那么近却帮不到他
也可能因为看见关心他的人难过被感染了
但因为他让我更有决心地想要完成梦想
我应该会忘不了他
你可能觉得没人能了解你
死了还被人说不珍惜生命
也问你为什么看不开
也说你不孝
我听了都为你感到悲哀
为什么没人愿意站在我的立场想
为什么没人问问我感受
为什么没人愿意相信我
心里这样想的吧
这时候,告诉他要珍惜生命简直是废话
因为他要听的不是你们怎样责备他
告诉他有多错, 说他是多么的贱
如果不改, 就是失败!!!
对一个有忧郁症的人 你们是多么的残忍
他死了,永远离开了
为什么我会那么感性
我也不知 他也只是位陌生人啊
可能因为他离我那么近却帮不到他
也可能因为看见关心他的人难过被感染了
但因为他让我更有决心地想要完成梦想
我应该会忘不了他
Right here waiting
Waiting for the one to help me through
to tell me the fact that I could never face it alone
until the day you come looking for me
I will be right here waiting for you=)
to tell me the fact that I could never face it alone
until the day you come looking for me
I will be right here waiting for you=)
Unexpected blessings
Today had been a long day
not because of tiredness or laziness =P
but it is when I realised I'm no more in charging in something
I started to observe things SLOWLY and CLEARLY
Things I would never see or too occupied to see
the friendship in a society
the leadership training as a leader
the communicating skills with the higher ranking teachers or
the lower ranking juniors
firstly it was at the choir practice
the new batch of AJKs express every feeling they felt to avoid misunderstanding
I was so touched because I never have a chance like that=(
oops wei jia also got infected and started to blurt out all his unsatisfaction
then he made someone cried =.=
on the surface of it, I asked him to apologize
but then it is still the time for her to know it
too bad he played the bad role JUST IN TIME
leaving jobs for them made me felt that it's time to move on
to a new training "centre"
to gain new experiences in life
prefect's agm today was speechless
everything went well as expected
sis got herself a place in the admin board
happy for her *god had bless her*
saw true colours of some ppl *disappointed*
yew jet gave a speech to the new batch of ajks *touching*
regretted for not doing a good job throughout the years=(
lastly, at home
u know why my results are still so far worse that the top scorer?
Now I know...
The pressure I get from home
day and night talking bout the fees for college
asking for scholarship day and night
my heart bleeds hearing those words
u will never know
never.
I am lost but it gives me a chance to be more dependant unto the lord
unexpected blessings.
I know the lord will reveal them in his time
trusting the lord with all my heart...
p/s : i wrote this ytd=)
not because of tiredness or laziness =P
but it is when I realised I'm no more in charging in something
I started to observe things SLOWLY and CLEARLY
Things I would never see or too occupied to see
the friendship in a society
the leadership training as a leader
the communicating skills with the higher ranking teachers or
the lower ranking juniors
firstly it was at the choir practice
the new batch of AJKs express every feeling they felt to avoid misunderstanding
I was so touched because I never have a chance like that=(
oops wei jia also got infected and started to blurt out all his unsatisfaction
then he made someone cried =.=
on the surface of it, I asked him to apologize
but then it is still the time for her to know it
too bad he played the bad role JUST IN TIME
leaving jobs for them made me felt that it's time to move on
to a new training "centre"
to gain new experiences in life
prefect's agm today was speechless
everything went well as expected
sis got herself a place in the admin board
happy for her *god had bless her*
saw true colours of some ppl *disappointed*
yew jet gave a speech to the new batch of ajks *touching*
regretted for not doing a good job throughout the years=(
lastly, at home
u know why my results are still so far worse that the top scorer?
Now I know...
The pressure I get from home
day and night talking bout the fees for college
asking for scholarship day and night
my heart bleeds hearing those words
u will never know
never.
I am lost but it gives me a chance to be more dependant unto the lord
unexpected blessings.
I know the lord will reveal them in his time
trusting the lord with all my heart...
p/s : i wrote this ytd=)
我愿意
应当毫无忧虑, 只要凡事借着祷告祈求,
带着感恩的心, 把你们说要的告诉__。
这样, __所赐的超过人能了解的平安,
必在_____,保守你们的心思意念。
腓利比书 4:6-7
填充的答案, 你会吗? 只有主耶稣才是对的答案
你愿意将一切交托于他手中吗?
我愿意。 =)
带着感恩的心, 把你们说要的告诉__。
这样, __所赐的超过人能了解的平安,
必在_____,保守你们的心思意念。
腓利比书 4:6-7
填充的答案, 你会吗? 只有主耶稣才是对的答案
你愿意将一切交托于他手中吗?
我愿意。 =)
麻木的我
现在的生活
我觉得好陌生
不知道自己明天该做什么
而且越来越健忘了
累了,也不能让自己休息
因为害怕来不及完成目标
知道自己有问题
但不知问题是什么
听到有句话
我牺牲我的快乐来成全你的快乐
那, 你快乐吗?
这可以用在我身上吗?
很快就会没事了,我常常这样安慰自己=)
我觉得好陌生
不知道自己明天该做什么
而且越来越健忘了
累了,也不能让自己休息
因为害怕来不及完成目标
知道自己有问题
但不知问题是什么
听到有句话
我牺牲我的快乐来成全你的快乐
那, 你快乐吗?
这可以用在我身上吗?
很快就会没事了,我常常这样安慰自己=)
It's all I have
Lol I did not turn up for school today
another absent date for me
I planned to revise a bit of chemistry in the morning
to practice my piano in the afternoon and
to revise a bit of add maths for tuition later
but my plan doesn't seems to work well
I ate my breakfast while watching 2 episodes of "lie to me"
browsing trough the net for some fancy clip arts
then my brother and I went for badminton *sweaty*
next is our lunch time
mom cooked porridge not my favourite but it's nice=]
I went for my nap at 1pm zzZZ
woke up at 3pm wandering what interesting things had happened in sschool today
finally I am at my table flipping through revision books *phew*
throughout the day, I've learnt about two things
1. Slow to anger=) wanna know the story? Come and find out XD
2. The picture above--it's just a little heart of mine and I choose to offer it to the Lord=)
ciao XD
GOD BLESS YA
another absent date for me
I planned to revise a bit of chemistry in the morning
to practice my piano in the afternoon and
to revise a bit of add maths for tuition later
but my plan doesn't seems to work well
I ate my breakfast while watching 2 episodes of "lie to me"
browsing trough the net for some fancy clip arts
then my brother and I went for badminton *sweaty*
next is our lunch time
mom cooked porridge not my favourite but it's nice=]
I went for my nap at 1pm zzZZ
woke up at 3pm wandering what interesting things had happened in sschool today
finally I am at my table flipping through revision books *phew*
throughout the day, I've learnt about two things
1. Slow to anger=) wanna know the story? Come and find out XD
2. The picture above--it's just a little heart of mine and I choose to offer it to the Lord=)
ciao XD
GOD BLESS YA
Wake up
Skipped trough my nap reading novel this afternoon
mom says I'm looking pale
asking me whether I'm sick or not
can I say yes? Then I'll get leave tmr *cunning*
lol maybe I am a bit tired physically
which makes me more tired emotionally
but the main cause is not the nap la LOL
thinking bout more exams down the year,
I feel tired =(
yeah, I should just wake up and move on
yeah, just do what I have to do
yeah, wake up wake up wake up!!!
I know I'm not the genius type of student
or should I say the good memory type
so I gotta reread reread and reread
yeah, hang on tight *blek*
yeah, I should start earlier cause I need more time to warm up yeah I'll rmb that=)
GOD BlESS ME=)
mom says I'm looking pale
asking me whether I'm sick or not
can I say yes? Then I'll get leave tmr *cunning*
lol maybe I am a bit tired physically
which makes me more tired emotionally
but the main cause is not the nap la LOL
thinking bout more exams down the year,
I feel tired =(
yeah, I should just wake up and move on
yeah, just do what I have to do
yeah, wake up wake up wake up!!!
I know I'm not the genius type of student
or should I say the good memory type
so I gotta reread reread and reread
yeah, hang on tight *blek*
yeah, I should start earlier cause I need more time to warm up yeah I'll rmb that=)
GOD BlESS ME=)
2nd father's day dinner?
There is a Japanese restaurant in sg. Long
we hav been living here for ten years
but not once we ever tried the food there><
two days ago we saw them moving over to new new area of sg. Long and then we thought of having dinner there =)
and then my dad looked at me and asked who will pay...
Then I answered: why? U expect me to pay ar? XD
dad: ya la...it's father's day ma...
Me: ok la I pay your share u pay the rest lor...
Dad: ok no prob=)
LOL so cute...
Anyway, tmr will be father's day
I hope all dads will get their surprises tmr=)
ciao XD
we hav been living here for ten years
but not once we ever tried the food there><
two days ago we saw them moving over to new new area of sg. Long and then we thought of having dinner there =)
and then my dad looked at me and asked who will pay...
Then I answered: why? U expect me to pay ar? XD
dad: ya la...it's father's day ma...
Me: ok la I pay your share u pay the rest lor...
Dad: ok no prob=)
LOL so cute...
Anyway, tmr will be father's day
I hope all dads will get their surprises tmr=)
ciao XD
What future I hav?
Ppl always say: the future is in your hands
but never once i had ever hold them
the only thing i hold on to is HIM
he is the one who answers all my prayers
i know my future is secured in his hands
if u wanna ask my which course i wanna take
where i would like to take my course
or what i wanna do in the future
I DON'T KNOW!!!
sad to hear i dun hav u as my backup
sad to hear that i nt that important
sad to know that u trust me to be alone
i'm nt as strong as u think=(
i'm nt as tough as u think=(
u wont know the abandoned feeling I hav when u think I don't need u and u won't be there for me
u won't know how lost I am the moment u said that
I thought u knew better...I thought...
bt this is what I will do: pray and believe in what u ask for=)
and also to understand and to obey the Lord's will
so that a secured future awaits me=)
but never once i had ever hold them
the only thing i hold on to is HIM
he is the one who answers all my prayers
i know my future is secured in his hands
if u wanna ask my which course i wanna take
where i would like to take my course
or what i wanna do in the future
I DON'T KNOW!!!
sad to hear i dun hav u as my backup
sad to hear that i nt that important
sad to know that u trust me to be alone
i'm nt as strong as u think=(
i'm nt as tough as u think=(
u wont know the abandoned feeling I hav when u think I don't need u and u won't be there for me
u won't know how lost I am the moment u said that
I thought u knew better...I thought...
bt this is what I will do: pray and believe in what u ask for=)
and also to understand and to obey the Lord's will
so that a secured future awaits me=)
Sweet memories ...
Went for a choir competition two days ago
many surprises turn up
i know trusting in the lord is the best thing to do
i prayed long ago be4 the compertition
to ask god to calm my hearts and provide my the strength to lead my team mates
haha even though it ended up like they had helped me more
had two sleepless nights 3 days be4 the compertition
but surprisingly the day be4 it i slept through the nite=)
early in the morning, i went to school for some preparation work
and then, we went to the place where we were supposed to compete
we were given time to warm up and practice a bit
yeah a bit nervous bt team mates cheered for me
aww so sweet of them so i pushed myself through it all
the 2nd suprise of the day : i saw clement...his friend must hav took me as a weirdo=.=
ahha...there's some technical problem so our 1st attempt were not counted so 2nd round here we go
while waiting for our turn, the younger ones started to complain bout their tummies
oops...we gotta wait till everything is over=(
3rd suprise: i would rather say it's a shocking news...we gotta perform without any preparation=.= *thanks weijia*
we sang
haha when we reached till the chorus,
the rest of them below stood up immediatly which brought thunderous claps from the other teams!!! FUN SHOCKING AMAZED!!!
and then the prize giving ceromony
i thought it is okay if we didnt win cos we all had fun
and it's the main issue=)
lol yu hua primary won too bt they went home too early=.=
next will be the secondary category
another one...I was awarded the best conductor of the day!!!
As I walk up the stage, the first thing that came across my mind was :
my prayers had been answered=) to god be the glory=)
when I walk down the stage, the third prize was being announced...our school again!!! Yuppie we did it!!!
Everyone were overjoyed
smiling faces brought satisfaction to my heart
sweet memories I will treasure forever=)
and I thank the lord for how he had blessed me
ONLY TO GOD BE THE GLORY
many surprises turn up
i know trusting in the lord is the best thing to do
i prayed long ago be4 the compertition
to ask god to calm my hearts and provide my the strength to lead my team mates
haha even though it ended up like they had helped me more
had two sleepless nights 3 days be4 the compertition
but surprisingly the day be4 it i slept through the nite=)
early in the morning, i went to school for some preparation work
and then, we went to the place where we were supposed to compete
we were given time to warm up and practice a bit
yeah a bit nervous bt team mates cheered for me
aww so sweet of them so i pushed myself through it all
the 2nd suprise of the day : i saw clement...his friend must hav took me as a weirdo=.=
ahha...there's some technical problem so our 1st attempt were not counted so 2nd round here we go
while waiting for our turn, the younger ones started to complain bout their tummies
oops...we gotta wait till everything is over=(
3rd suprise: i would rather say it's a shocking news...we gotta perform without any preparation=.= *thanks weijia*
we sang
haha when we reached till the chorus,
the rest of them below stood up immediatly which brought thunderous claps from the other teams!!! FUN SHOCKING AMAZED!!!
and then the prize giving ceromony
i thought it is okay if we didnt win cos we all had fun
and it's the main issue=)
lol yu hua primary won too bt they went home too early=.=
next will be the secondary category
another one...I was awarded the best conductor of the day!!!
As I walk up the stage, the first thing that came across my mind was :
my prayers had been answered=) to god be the glory=)
when I walk down the stage, the third prize was being announced...our school again!!! Yuppie we did it!!!
Everyone were overjoyed
smiling faces brought satisfaction to my heart
sweet memories I will treasure forever=)
and I thank the lord for how he had blessed me
ONLY TO GOD BE THE GLORY
The promise of love
Love would never be a promise of a rose garden unless it is showered with light of faith, water of sincerity and air of passion.♥
To God be the glory
Oh my my my...2 more days to the competition...
Nervous nervous nervous is all i could think of =<
i admit it's our lack of preparation...
But i know i did my best in all i could have done so why not enjoy it with my friends??
The next thing i do is singing this :
"when all you gotta do is strong, move along move along like i know ya do, move along..."
yeah well it does help to soothe a bit of my nerves
the next moment I get my conscious back,
nervousness came flooding in again >.<
ahaha now what? I go moving around the house feeling angry, confuse, lost...
Then I found a book of testimonies and read through them...
Peace filled through my heart instantly=>
I know my prince of peace is always by my side...
As long as I cried out to him, my prayers will be answered for his promise is stated in his word :
Don't worry about anything, but everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
[ Philipians 4:6-7]
Nervous nervous nervous is all i could think of =<
i admit it's our lack of preparation...
But i know i did my best in all i could have done so why not enjoy it with my friends??
The next thing i do is singing this :
"when all you gotta do is strong, move along move along like i know ya do, move along..."
yeah well it does help to soothe a bit of my nerves
the next moment I get my conscious back,
nervousness came flooding in again >.<
ahaha now what? I go moving around the house feeling angry, confuse, lost...
Then I found a book of testimonies and read through them...
Peace filled through my heart instantly=>
I know my prince of peace is always by my side...
As long as I cried out to him, my prayers will be answered for his promise is stated in his word :
Don't worry about anything, but everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
[ Philipians 4:6-7]
Father's day dinner
Brought my grandparents for dinner today...
Yummy...we went for western food...
The restaurant is located at taman billion *if u know where*
[i forgot to take photos, not use to blog yet]
the food there is so mouth watering and the price is reasonable
i had my share of lamb chop with a cup of carrot juice which only cost me RM17.90...
Dinner went well and the best part is grandpa and daddy LOVE to the food!!!
Lastly,
...
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...
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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all daddies!!!
Love ya muchie=)
Yummy...we went for western food...
The restaurant is located at taman billion *if u know where*
[i forgot to take photos, not use to blog yet]
the food there is so mouth watering and the price is reasonable
i had my share of lamb chop with a cup of carrot juice which only cost me RM17.90...
Dinner went well and the best part is grandpa and daddy LOVE to the food!!!
Lastly,
...
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...
...
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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all daddies!!!
Love ya muchie=)
Encouragement or discouragement??
When u tried so hard to achieve something u always wanted, and when it can't reach your expectations, the only thing left in your mind is disappointment...
But after that, it will be a brand new day...
JUST KEEP IN GOING!!!=D
But after that, it will be a brand new day...
JUST KEEP IN GOING!!!=D
Coming back??
First post from my handy gadget...
My last post was a year ago???
AHaha pretty long ago huh?
I thought I could always be the cheerful one
I thought sadness should be hidden
I thought I'm used to be the tough one
I thought I'm always the different one
I thought life would be easier that way
BY PRETENDING TO BE OKAY...
Okay okay those are my thoughts until
...
...
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someone told me this:
u Know, why people expect us Christians to be perfect??
We're just humans like they are...
We trust the lord our god but that doesn't mean we are perfect!!!
We are also sinful creatures because we're descendants of Adam LOL
That why we need Jesus Christ=)
yuppie, until then I thought for a moment...
Why would u give yourself a hard life?
You're not perfect...
You're depending on your majestic Lord...
Your creator, your destiny, your all in all <3
so yup, do not worry for tomorrow=D
lots of stuff to do...lots of pressure coming in...lots of accomplishment this year...yeah,but it will be a fruitful year...amen=)
My last post was a year ago???
AHaha pretty long ago huh?
I thought I could always be the cheerful one
I thought sadness should be hidden
I thought I'm used to be the tough one
I thought I'm always the different one
I thought life would be easier that way
BY PRETENDING TO BE OKAY...
Okay okay those are my thoughts until
...
...
...
someone told me this:
u Know, why people expect us Christians to be perfect??
We're just humans like they are...
We trust the lord our god but that doesn't mean we are perfect!!!
We are also sinful creatures because we're descendants of Adam LOL
That why we need Jesus Christ=)
yuppie, until then I thought for a moment...
Why would u give yourself a hard life?
You're not perfect...
You're depending on your majestic Lord...
Your creator, your destiny, your all in all <3
so yup, do not worry for tomorrow=D
lots of stuff to do...lots of pressure coming in...lots of accomplishment this year...yeah,but it will be a fruitful year...amen=)
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