GRANDPA'S 80TH BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy birthday grandpa!!!
U and grandma look so sweet during the "cake cutting ceremony"
keep smiling throughout the dinner =D
U are always so loving and caring
even though we hardly talk
but I know u love us all
thank you for all the blessings
u've brought into our family
we will always love u grandpa
as u always do=)


haha I would like to SHARE something bout the food today...
We ate "monk jump over the wall" which supposed to be delicious
but obviously it's a waste feeding me that @.@
then there's a lot of seafood which are all "jelly-like"
and I got to drink a glass of champagne *it was my 1st time* =D taste, not bad
ahaha but overall the dinner was good cause we enjoyed ourselves talking=P
lots of little kids today @.@
all of them are so cute!!!
But when they started to run around then.....*u know*
cake we had a sesame charcoal flavour *delicious*
today, a day to remember=)
公公, 生日快乐 身体健康哦^^

love,
your granddaughter

ah ah ah

envy is not a good deed
so i'm trying hard not to do so
i don't wanna be a bad girl
envying people's stuff
it's tired with all that self-convincing
that i'm ALWAYS okay
that emptiness within my heart sucks!!!

What a life when u gotta forbid all complainssSS

The Trendy mood

EMO
EMO
EMO

It's all on people's faces
maybe they have too many thoughts
maybe they have some sad stuff to handle
maybe they just don't know what to feel now

yeah and i had fulfilled all of the above
i can't do with the depression
so i gotta tell myself the biggest lie at all times
"IT'S OKAY YOU'RE JUST TIRED."

Piano pratical + voon's 17th birthday

All i have for this exam is only the faith i have in the Lord for he determines my future...
"Those who honour you will be glad when they see me, because i trust in your promise." psalm 119:74 =)
i really appreciate those encouraging words from my bffs...luv ya guys!!!
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Voon got a surprise party from all of us ^^
finally she has grown up a little bit ^^
she had changed...do u ppl notice the changes??
Ahaha unfortunately to be a better and cute little girl^^
Happy 17th birthday Voon!!!
Voon ar Voon~~
Thank you for being such a friend
and don't forget I'll always be your friend =)

a little reminder: 47 days more to 2011's pm trial =P

Remain unknown till...

The extinguished glowing fire of mine ignites
after how we got along
I forgot how long I had tried to convince myself
let it go my dear
but now you are so close just within my reach
how is it possible for me to forget?
I don't know whether you feel the way I feel
if u don't, it's okay...
I can get over it soon
very soon
or sooner enough

News news news

1. I got into the national service's list
mood: okay, not that bad
2. I can have my sunday off because compertition is on saturday
mood: yeah at least i hav a day off but sat will be pack!!!
3. 7 more days!!! 7 more days to my piano practical!!!
mood: very nervous
4. Skipped PE to do my ®«¿¤¡»¿chinese essay
mood: i'll never trust yap ff again!
5. Realise there's many future engineers around me=)
mood: Malaysia may have a better technology
6. It's vivien's birthday this Saturday
mood: I bought a present for her already=)
7. Lastly, only 124 more days to my *o-levels*
mood: GAMBATEH

prepared by,
becky

*for more info update pls hang out till the next post*
ciao XD

Something new today

Depression?
10% of the students in the country are under depression?
I thought this is rare
the symptoms for this are:
constant sadness, loss of weight or overeating, low self-esteem, lost of interest in once favored activities, fatigue, oversleeping, waking early in the morning and irritability.
Causes for it are mainly stresses and peers.
I read an article saying that depression goes unnoticed because most people wants to be normal and fit in. Hmm?
A girl shared her experience too...
She said, " I feel like I can't deal anymore. There're just too much pressure. I just want people to leave me alone; let me sleep for awhile. I hate everyone. I hate everything. It's not worth it. There is so much anger, stress and sadness. I did everything to cover up how I was feeling inside and thought that maybe if I just forget about it, it will go away. I didn't know how to deal with it. But my coach noticed the problem in me and help me through it. I went to a doctor and took medication and it makes me feel better."
So be careful ya, deal stress in a proper manner=)
IF YOU ARE HAVING THE SYMPTOMS ABOVE, PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO ASK FOR HELP!!!
you may tell your close friend or the teacher you trust most as long as someone is aware of your condition=)

btw, I'm reading GLAMOUR. Reducing stress. =P

God Bless Me

p/s : national service's list for the 2012 batch is coming out TOMORROW!!!

Countdown 14 days to go

Hehe 14 more days to my piano practical examination date
and...it's also voon's BIRTHDAY=)
felt a bit down when i got to know the date
but there will be a little surprise which i can get to take part in so i wouldn't feel that bad
so how's practice going?
Erm...o-k-a-y i think
been disciplining myself to practice 30-60minutes a day =&
so yup I think it will be good
I'm having total faith=D
GAMBATEH !!!

school's good, overall
nothing good to mention YET
cause this sat is our report card day
well you know it's always the "special" day
where your parents get to talk to the teachers and ask all sorts of questions
I hope it won't be embarrassing XD

I have second thoughts about taking form6
since the education system had changed
its worth considering=)
then maybe I can get into the local uni...uncertainty
but I will still consider NUS if I can get an offer there...compete compete compete@.@
medical is a costly choice but it's worth it
the beauty of it is when u can help those who are desperate and u know exactly how=)

GOD BLESS YA
ciao...

对不起

我现在才发现
我不善于表达自己
让身边的人受到委屈
请原谅我的粗心
忽略了你的感受
请给我时间学习
用真心对你说声对不起
我不想随便说说就算
这样没有意义
请见谅
我还在努力当中