a lesson

dad taught me life is sometimes fake
we just have to do what people want us to do
stick to your desires but pray hard for god's will
it's hard to give fake answers in an interview
but luckily it's just for a post in school
the result is i not having the post i want
for saying the truth, they think i can't enforce the school rules
dad said to be a school's leader, you got to first agree with the school rules
and not all the advising work.
"that's why u didn't get the job, you too nice to do the dirty work.
But never mind, you're just learning about life."
after my dad left, i cried.
i didn't get the job because i'm saying the things the teachers that pleases the teachers.
fine then, maybe in God's will i'm just a supporting role,
i'll also take it, it's a deal

Monthly PoSt

another month passed,
and i'll conclude everything.
it may skip here and there
but i'll write what i can think of.

1. i am a CA but...
2. exams is around the corner so...
3. many birthdays this month but i'm not very keen in buying presents
4. i can get depressed easily whenever i'm not being trusted by people i trust. i won't show it to anyone because it will not do any good.
5. when will i learn not to care when people starts to hurt me?
6. i will breathe harder next time when i can hardly breathe
7. Lastly, first things first--exams

God bless u=)