a lesson

dad taught me life is sometimes fake
we just have to do what people want us to do
stick to your desires but pray hard for god's will
it's hard to give fake answers in an interview
but luckily it's just for a post in school
the result is i not having the post i want
for saying the truth, they think i can't enforce the school rules
dad said to be a school's leader, you got to first agree with the school rules
and not all the advising work.
"that's why u didn't get the job, you too nice to do the dirty work.
But never mind, you're just learning about life."
after my dad left, i cried.
i didn't get the job because i'm saying the things the teachers that pleases the teachers.
fine then, maybe in God's will i'm just a supporting role,
i'll also take it, it's a deal