not because of tiredness or laziness =P
but it is when I realised I'm no more in charging in something
I started to observe things SLOWLY and CLEARLY
Things I would never see or too occupied to see
the friendship in a society
the leadership training as a leader
the communicating skills with the higher ranking teachers or
the lower ranking juniors
firstly it was at the choir practice
the new batch of AJKs express every feeling they felt to avoid misunderstanding
I was so touched because I never have a chance like that=(
oops wei jia also got infected and started to blurt out all his unsatisfaction
then he made someone cried =.=
on the surface of it, I asked him to apologize
but then it is still the time for her to know it
too bad he played the bad role JUST IN TIME
leaving jobs for them made me felt that it's time to move on
to a new training "centre"
to gain new experiences in life
prefect's agm today was speechless
everything went well as expected
sis got herself a place in the admin board
happy for her *god had bless her*
saw true colours of some ppl *disappointed*
yew jet gave a speech to the new batch of ajks *touching*
regretted for not doing a good job throughout the years=(
lastly, at home
u know why my results are still so far worse that the top scorer?
Now I know...
The pressure I get from home
day and night talking bout the fees for college
asking for scholarship day and night
my heart bleeds hearing those words
u will never know
never.
I am lost but it gives me a chance to be more dependant unto the lord
unexpected blessings.
I know the lord will reveal them in his time
trusting the lord with all my heart...
p/s : i wrote this ytd=)
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