elements of life.

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2011-11-27T12:55:00.001+08:00

一个人在那里呆着
我喜欢
和自己相处

别来打扰
只属于我的世界

<3

2011-10-15T18:51:00.000+08:00

God is love.
And he loves me.
It is all that matters.

You can never go wrong when you choose to follow Christ.

2011-10-08T22:20:00.001+08:00

Never.

Time for reality

2011-09-27T19:50:00.000+08:00

Long ago i knew it's time to grow up
to be able to survive on my own two feet
but recently the pressure is so strong
i nearly fall into the trap of depression
i dont know how the helplessness fill into me
so helpless like no one can understand
maybe it's the EXPECTATIONS i need to meet
maybe it's the BEST that i have to get
i dont want people to be disappointed
i'm really doing my best
the fear of stepping into reality
who will know? Who really cares?

I wonder how jesus feel when he is fulfilling god's will and expectations?
I won't know how he feels but I know he trusted the lord through every hard times =)

需要理由

2011-09-24T18:45:00.001+08:00

受伤心灵才会成长
就让它成长吧
让它成为受伤的理由

原谅上帝才会欢喜
就让主欢喜吧
让它成为原谅的理由

Protect me O Lord,
from those evil words said
from those cruel deeds done
because of your great love
because you keep your promise to save.

Naughty classmates makes a cute class =P

2011-08-18T20:57:00.001+08:00

I suddenly felt that i love my class
more that i thought=)
my classmates made it special
i love them all
the quiet ones
clever ones
naughty ones
cute ones
and most of all
the warm and cozy ones!!! =D
i think i'll miss them next year XD

Smiley faces

2011-08-02T21:48:00.001+08:00

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How good it is when people only notice the surface of things, because no one will notice the odd one. Because I know that the person doesn't want to be noticed. That person chose to be ignored.

2011-08-01T22:57:00.002+08:00

GRANDPA'S 80TH BIRTHDAY!!!

2011-07-31T16:03:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday grandpa!!!
U and grandma look so sweet during the "cake cutting ceremony"
keep smiling throughout the dinner =D
U are always so loving and caring
even though we hardly talk
but I know u love us all
thank you for all the blessings
u've brought into our family
we will always love u grandpa
as u always do=)

haha I would like to SHARE something bout the food today...
We ate "monk jump over the wall" which supposed to be delicious
but obviously it's a waste feeding me that @.@
then there's a lot of seafood which are all "jelly-like"
and I got to drink a glass of champagne *it was my 1st time* =D taste, not bad
ahaha but overall the dinner was good cause we enjoyed ourselves talking=P
lots of little kids today @.@
all of them are so cute!!!
But when they started to run around then.....*u know*
cake we had a sesame charcoal flavour *delicious*
today, a day to remember=)
公公, 生日快乐身体健康哦^^

love,
your granddaughter

2011-07-28T09:49:00.002+08:00

ah ah ah

2011-07-27T02:01:00.004+08:00

envy is not a good deed
so i'm trying hard not to do so
i don't wanna be a bad girl
envying people's stuff
it's tired with all that self-convincing
that i'm ALWAYS okay
that emptiness within my heart sucks!!!

What a life when u gotta forbid all complainssSS

The Trendy mood

2011-07-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

EMO
EMO
EMO

It's all on people's faces
maybe they have too many thoughts
maybe they have some sad stuff to handle
maybe they just don't know what to feel now

yeah and i had fulfilled all of the above
i can't do with the depression
so i gotta tell myself the biggest lie at all times
"IT'S OKAY YOU'RE JUST TIRED."

Piano pratical + voon's 17th birthday

2011-07-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

All i have for this exam is only the faith i have in the Lord for he determines my future...
"Those who honour you will be glad when they see me, because i trust in your promise." psalm 119:74 =)
i really appreciate those encouraging words from my bffs...luv ya guys!!!
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...
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Voon got a surprise party from all of us ^^
finally she has grown up a little bit ^^
she had changed...do u ppl notice the changes??
Ahaha unfortunately to be a better and cute little girl^^
Happy 17th birthday Voon!!!
Voon ar Voon~~
Thank you for being such a friend
and don't forget I'll always be your friend =)

a little reminder: 47 days more to 2011's pm trial =P

Remain unknown till...

2011-07-17T18:33:00.002+08:00

The extinguished glowing fire of mine ignites
after how we got along
I forgot how long I had tried to convince myself
let it go my dear
but now you are so close just within my reach
how is it possible for me to forget?
I don't know whether you feel the way I feel
if u don't, it's okay...
I can get over it soon
very soon
or sooner enough

News news news

2011-07-13T18:24:00.001+08:00

1. I got into the national service's list
mood: okay, not that bad
2. I can have my sunday off because compertition is on saturday
mood: yeah at least i hav a day off but sat will be pack!!!
3. 7 more days!!! 7 more days to my piano practical!!!
mood: very nervous
4. Skipped PE to do my ®«¿¤¡»¿chinese essay
mood: i'll never trust yap ff again!
5. Realise there's many future engineers around me=)
mood: Malaysia may have a better technology
6. It's vivien's birthday this Saturday
mood: I bought a present for her already=)
7. Lastly, only 124 more days to my *o-levels*
mood: GAMBATEH

prepared by,
becky

*for more info update pls hang out till the next post*
ciao XD

Something new today

2011-07-11T00:14:00.001+08:00

Depression?
10% of the students in the country are under depression?
I thought this is rare
the symptoms for this are:
constant sadness, loss of weight or overeating, low self-esteem, lost of interest in once favored activities, fatigue, oversleeping, waking early in the morning and irritability.
Causes for it are mainly stresses and peers.
I read an article saying that depression goes unnoticed because most people wants to be normal and fit in. Hmm?
A girl shared her experience too...
She said, " I feel like I can't deal anymore. There're just too much pressure. I just want people to leave me alone; let me sleep for awhile. I hate everyone. I hate everything. It's not worth it. There is so much anger, stress and sadness. I did everything to cover up how I was feeling inside and thought that maybe if I just forget about it, it will go away. I didn't know how to deal with it. But my coach noticed the problem in me and help me through it. I went to a doctor and took medication and it makes me feel better."
So be careful ya, deal stress in a proper manner=)
IF YOU ARE HAVING THE SYMPTOMS ABOVE, PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO ASK FOR HELP!!!
you may tell your close friend or the teacher you trust most as long as someone is aware of your condition=)

btw, I'm reading GLAMOUR. Reducing stress. =P

God Bless Me

2011-07-11T00:13:00.001+08:00

p/s : national service's list for the 2012 batch is coming out TOMORROW!!!

Countdown 14 days to go

2011-07-06T22:53:00.001+08:00

Hehe 14 more days to my piano practical examination date
and...it's also voon's BIRTHDAY=)
felt a bit down when i got to know the date
but there will be a little surprise which i can get to take part in so i wouldn't feel that bad
so how's practice going?
Erm...o-k-a-y i think
been disciplining myself to practice 30-60minutes a day =&
so yup I think it will be good
I'm having total faith=D
GAMBATEH !!!

school's good, overall
nothing good to mention YET
cause this sat is our report card day
well you know it's always the "special" day
where your parents get to talk to the teachers and ask all sorts of questions
I hope it won't be embarrassing XD

I have second thoughts about taking form6
since the education system had changed
its worth considering=)
then maybe I can get into the local uni...uncertainty
but I will still consider NUS if I can get an offer there...compete compete compete@.@
medical is a costly choice but it's worth it
the beauty of it is when u can help those who are desperate and u know exactly how=)

GOD BLESS YA
ciao...

对不起

2011-07-01T15:47:00.002+08:00

我现在才发现
我不善于表达自己
让身边的人受到委屈
请原谅我的粗心
忽略了你的感受
请给我时间学习
用真心对你说声对不起
我不想随便说说就算
这样没有意义
请见谅
我还在努力当中

R.I.P. 好吗?

2011-06-28T18:46:00.002+08:00

知道你难受
你可能觉得没人能了解你
死了还被人说不珍惜生命
也问你为什么看不开
也说你不孝
我听了都为你感到悲哀

为什么没人愿意站在我的立场想
为什么没人问问我感受
为什么没人愿意相信我
心里这样想的吧

这时候，告诉他要珍惜生命简直是废话
因为他要听的不是你们怎样责备他
告诉他有多错, 说他是多么的贱
如果不改, 就是失败!!!
对一个有忧郁症的人你们是多么的残忍

他死了，永远离开了
为什么我会那么感性
我也不知他也只是位陌生人啊
可能因为他离我那么近却帮不到他
也可能因为看见关心他的人难过被感染了

但因为他让我更有决心地想要完成梦想
我应该会忘不了他

Right here waiting

2011-06-26T18:29:00.001+08:00

Waiting for the one to help me through
to tell me the fact that I could never face it alone
until the day you come looking for me
I will be right here waiting for you=)

Unexpected blessings

2011-06-25T18:14:00.002+08:00

Today had been a long day
not because of tiredness or laziness =P
but it is when I realised I'm no more in charging in something
I started to observe things SLOWLY and CLEARLY
Things I would never see or too occupied to see
the friendship in a society
the leadership training as a leader
the communicating skills with the higher ranking teachers or
the lower ranking juniors

firstly it was at the choir practice
the new batch of AJKs express every feeling they felt to avoid misunderstanding
I was so touched because I never have a chance like that=(
oops wei jia also got infected and started to blurt out all his unsatisfaction
then he made someone cried =.=
on the surface of it, I asked him to apologize
but then it is still the time for her to know it
too bad he played the bad role JUST IN TIME
leaving jobs for them made me felt that it's time to move on
to a new training "centre"
to gain new experiences in life

prefect's agm today was speechless
everything went well as expected
sis got herself a place in the admin board
happy for her *god had bless her*
saw true colours of some ppl *disappointed*
yew jet gave a speech to the new batch of ajks *touching*
regretted for not doing a good job throughout the years=(

lastly, at home
u know why my results are still so far worse that the top scorer?
Now I know...
The pressure I get from home
day and night talking bout the fees for college
asking for scholarship day and night
my heart bleeds hearing those words
u will never know
never.

I am lost but it gives me a chance to be more dependant unto the lord
unexpected blessings.
I know the lord will reveal them in his time
trusting the lord with all my heart...

p/s : i wrote this ytd=)

我愿意

2011-06-24T00:05:00.001+08:00

应当毫无忧虑, 只要凡事借着祷告祈求,
带着感恩的心, 把你们说要的告诉__。
这样, __所赐的超过人能了解的平安,
必在_____,保守你们的心思意念。

腓利比书 4:6-7

填充的答案, 你会吗? 只有主耶稣才是对的答案
你愿意将一切交托于他手中吗?
我愿意。 =)

麻木的我

2011-06-22T22:33:00.001+08:00

现在的生活
我觉得好陌生
不知道自己明天该做什么
而且越来越健忘了
累了，也不能让自己休息
因为害怕来不及完成目标
知道自己有问题
但不知问题是什么

听到有句话
我牺牲我的快乐来成全你的快乐
那, 你快乐吗?
这可以用在我身上吗?

很快就会没事了，我常常这样安慰自己=)

It's all I have

2011-06-22T16:47:00.001+08:00

Lol I did not turn up for school today
another absent date for me
I planned to revise a bit of chemistry in the morning
to practice my piano in the afternoon and
to revise a bit of add maths for tuition later
but my plan doesn't seems to work well

I ate my breakfast while watching 2 episodes of "lie to me"
browsing trough the net for some fancy clip arts
then my brother and I went for badminton *sweaty*
next is our lunch time
mom cooked porridge not my favourite but it's nice=]
I went for my nap at 1pm zzZZ
woke up at 3pm wandering what interesting things had happened in sschool today
finally I am at my table flipping through revision books *phew*

throughout the day, I've learnt about two things
1. Slow to anger=) wanna know the story? Come and find out XD
2. The picture above--it's just a little heart of mine and I choose to offer it to the Lord=)

ciao XD
GOD BLESS YA

Wake up

2011-06-21T22:19:00.001+08:00

Skipped trough my nap reading novel this afternoon
mom says I'm looking pale
asking me whether I'm sick or not
can I say yes? Then I'll get leave tmr *cunning*
lol maybe I am a bit tired physically
which makes me more tired emotionally
but the main cause is not the nap la LOL
thinking bout more exams down the year,
I feel tired =(
yeah, I should just wake up and move on
yeah, just do what I have to do
yeah, wake up wake up wake up!!!
I know I'm not the genius type of student
or should I say the good memory type
so I gotta reread reread and reread
yeah, hang on tight *blek*
yeah, I should start earlier cause I need more time to warm up yeah I'll rmb that=)
GOD BlESS ME=)

2nd father's day dinner?

2011-06-18T10:22:00.001+08:00

There is a Japanese restaurant in sg. Long
we hav been living here for ten years
but not once we ever tried the food there><
two days ago we saw them moving over to new new area of sg. Long and then we thought of having dinner there =)
and then my dad looked at me and asked who will pay...
Then I answered: why? U expect me to pay ar? XD
dad: ya la...it's father's day ma...
Me: ok la I pay your share u pay the rest lor...
Dad: ok no prob=)
LOL so cute...
Anyway, tmr will be father's day
I hope all dads will get their surprises tmr=)
ciao XD

What future I hav?

2011-06-17T23:09:00.001+08:00

Ppl always say: the future is in your hands
but never once i had ever hold them
the only thing i hold on to is HIM
he is the one who answers all my prayers
i know my future is secured in his hands
if u wanna ask my which course i wanna take
where i would like to take my course
or what i wanna do in the future
I DON'T KNOW!!!
sad to hear i dun hav u as my backup
sad to hear that i nt that important
sad to know that u trust me to be alone
i'm nt as strong as u think=(
i'm nt as tough as u think=(
u wont know the abandoned feeling I hav when u think I don't need u and u won't be there for me
u won't know how lost I am the moment u said that
I thought u knew better...I thought...
bt this is what I will do: pray and believe in what u ask for=)
and also to understand and to obey the Lord's will
so that a secured future awaits me=)

Sweet memories ...

2011-06-17T15:32:00.001+08:00

Went for a choir competition two days ago
many surprises turn up
i know trusting in the lord is the best thing to do
i prayed long ago be4 the compertition
to ask god to calm my hearts and provide my the strength to lead my team mates
haha even though it ended up like they had helped me more
had two sleepless nights 3 days be4 the compertition
but surprisingly the day be4 it i slept through the nite=)
early in the morning, i went to school for some preparation work
and then, we went to the place where we were supposed to compete
we were given time to warm up and practice a bit
yeah a bit nervous bt team mates cheered for me
aww so sweet of them so i pushed myself through it all
the 2nd suprise of the day : i saw clement...his friend must hav took me as a weirdo=.=
ahha...there's some technical problem so our 1st attempt were not counted so 2nd round here we go
while waiting for our turn, the younger ones started to complain bout their tummies
oops...we gotta wait till everything is over=(
3rd suprise: i would rather say it's a shocking news...we gotta perform without any preparation=.= *thanks weijia*
we sang
haha when we reached till the chorus,
the rest of them below stood up immediatly which brought thunderous claps from the other teams!!! FUN SHOCKING AMAZED!!!
and then the prize giving ceromony
i thought it is okay if we didnt win cos we all had fun
and it's the main issue=)
lol yu hua primary won too bt they went home too early=.=
next will be the secondary category
another one...I was awarded the best conductor of the day!!!
As I walk up the stage, the first thing that came across my mind was :
my prayers had been answered=) to god be the glory=)
when I walk down the stage, the third prize was being announced...our school again!!! Yuppie we did it!!!
Everyone were overjoyed
smiling faces brought satisfaction to my heart
sweet memories I will treasure forever=)
and I thank the lord for how he had blessed me
ONLY TO GOD BE THE GLORY

The promise of love

2011-06-16T23:33:00.002+08:00

Love would never be a promise of a rose garden unless it is showered with light of faith, water of sincerity and air of passion.♥

To God be the glory

2011-06-13T00:17:00.002+08:00

Oh my my my...2 more days to the competition...
Nervous nervous nervous is all i could think of =<
i admit it's our lack of preparation...
But i know i did my best in all i could have done so why not enjoy it with my friends??
The next thing i do is singing this :
"when all you gotta do is strong, move along move along like i know ya do, move along..."
yeah well it does help to soothe a bit of my nerves
the next moment I get my conscious back,
nervousness came flooding in again >.<
ahaha now what? I go moving around the house feeling angry, confuse, lost...
Then I found a book of testimonies and read through them...
Peace filled through my heart instantly=>
I know my prince of peace is always by my side...
As long as I cried out to him, my prayers will be answered for his promise is stated in his word :

Don't worry about anything, but everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
[ Philipians 4:6-7]

Father's day dinner

2011-06-11T22:50:00.001+08:00

Brought my grandparents for dinner today...
Yummy...we went for western food...
The restaurant is located at taman billion *if u know where*
[i forgot to take photos, not use to blog yet]
the food there is so mouth watering and the price is reasonable
i had my share of lamb chop with a cup of carrot juice which only cost me RM17.90...
Dinner went well and the best part is grandpa and daddy LOVE to the food!!!
Lastly,
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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all daddies!!!
Love ya muchie=)

Encouragement or discouragement??

2011-06-10T11:37:00.001+08:00

When u tried so hard to achieve something u always wanted, and when it can't reach your expectations, the only thing left in your mind is disappointment...

But after that, it will be a brand new day...
JUST KEEP IN GOING!!!=D

Coming back??

2011-06-10T01:56:00.003+08:00

First post from my handy gadget...
My last post was a year ago???
AHaha pretty long ago huh?

I thought I could always be the cheerful one
I thought sadness should be hidden
I thought I'm used to be the tough one
I thought I'm always the different one
I thought life would be easier that way
BY PRETENDING TO BE OKAY...

Okay okay those are my thoughts until
...
...
...
someone told me this:
u Know, why people expect us Christians to be perfect??
We're just humans like they are...
We trust the lord our god but that doesn't mean we are perfect!!!
We are also sinful creatures because we're descendants of Adam LOL
That why we need Jesus Christ=)
yuppie, until then I thought for a moment...
Why would u give yourself a hard life?
You're not perfect...
You're depending on your majestic Lord...
Your creator, your destiny, your all in all <3
so yup, do not worry for tomorrow=D

lots of stuff to do...lots of pressure coming in...lots of accomplishment this year...yeah,but it will be a fruitful year...amen=)

David Archuleta - Melodies of Christmas

2010-12-07T09:36:00.000+08:00

There’s something in the melodies
That the Christmas season brings
Joy and laughter in the air
Smiling faces everywhere

Old familiar melodies
Bring back special memories
They remind us
They remind us

Merrily the choirs sound
Spreading Christmas joy around
Filling hearts with cheer
May it last through all the year

Happy Christmas melodies
Bring back faded memories
They remind us
They remind us

Join us and sing
The sounds of heav’n an’ nature ring
With family, rockin’ round the Christmas tree
Carols of old, of the greatest story ever told

Sing the melodies of Christmas
Sing the melodies of Christmas

There’s something ’bout the melodies
Of Santa Claus and Christmas trees
Favorite songs by Nat and Bing
Elvis, Josh and Celine

It’s a special time of year
Bringing friends and family near
To remind us
Of love and kindness

http://www.elyricsworld.com/melodies_of_christmas_lyrics_david_archuleta.html
Joyful messages you may find
Peace and happiness through all mankind
In the melodies, an offering
Of the love that flows from the Heavenly King

Raise your voice
Let us sing
It’s the message that these songs can bring
Round the fire, round the tree
Singing carols merrily

Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas

One more melody to sing at Christmas
One more memory of Christmas cheer

Old familiar melodies
Bring back special memories

Filling hearts with Christmas cheer
May it last through all the year

Something in the melodies
That the Christmas season brings

Joy and laughter in the air
Smiling faces everywhere

Happy Christmas melodies
Bring back faded memories

Birthdays

2010-10-24T21:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Ruix!!!
Happy Birthday Dang!!!
Happy Birthday GIRLS!!!

chezze =]

2010-10-24T20:57:00.004+08:00

i've changed
not sure it's better or worse
maybe it's just the way of thinking
not the looks and things
emotions like to play around me these days
the "old" me seems to be much happier
more outgoing and really cheerful =l
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
today i heard of sometime i never knew
we people even god's people
use to have back-up plans eventhough we prayed bout it
then i realize how shallow our faith can be
we keep thinking that "just in case" god's plan don't work
things don't work this way

christmas the best season ever
I CAN'T WAIT!!!

你知道吗？

2010-09-22T04:17:00.007+08:00

他是我最大的依靠

他是我最大的安慰

他是我最大的恩典

他是我最大的荣耀

他是我最大的快乐

他是我最大的满足

他是我最大的崇拜

他是我最大的礼物

他是我最大的回收箱

把不好的回收成最好的=）

Tears fell

2010-09-22T04:11:00.003+08:00

is it that hard for you to trust me?
it hurts when u do that to me
all i want is a little privacy
i'll get over it
but if there's another time
all i wanna ask is
do u still care of how i feel?

i miss you

2010-09-22T04:07:00.001+08:00

无知的人说蠢话

2010-09-22T04:02:00.003+08:00

在说别人坏话之前，请先自我检讨。。。
面子是别人给的，脸是自己丢的。。。

Love♥♥

2010-09-22T03:58:00.002+08:00

What can come of love?

What is it that makes us want to love?

Is it a strong wanting to be with someone?

Why would we want to be with this person and not another?

Why do people write, sing, and dance in the name of love?

Do they want others to know how they feel about love,

or is it just to ANNOUNCE to the world that “I have found love.”

Could it be that God gave us the ability to love

so as to give us a small glimpse of God,

or at the very least the Purity that God wants for us,

for they say “God is love.”

at that moment

2010-08-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

ytd was an unforgettable night
even though it's not perfect
but it's a nice memory

that song is only meant for you
what ppl comment about that song
has nothing to do with my love for you

at that moment i really wanted to tell those ppl out there
how much u mean to me
and how they can get your endless love

thank you for giving me such great and cool friends
it will be another precious memory i can treasure
i love u guys~~muacks~~

2010-08-14T20:24:00.001+08:00

When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

I bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You, Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath

it's ok if u wanna stay away

2010-08-13T17:44:00.004+08:00

u know i'll be angry but u insists in saying those words
i don't mean anything else
it's just that true friends
won't hurt each other PURPOSELY
nvm maybe u don't wanna be my friend
it's ok if u think i'm a bit crazy
i just don't want to get hurt anymore
i will forgive u even though u refuse to apologize
but it will never be the same again=)

The Potters Hand

2010-08-08T20:33:00.001+08:00

Beautiful Lord, wonderful Saviour
I know for sure all of my days are
Held in Your hand,
Crafted into Your perfect plan.

You gently call me into Your presence
Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes.

I'm captured by Your Holy calling
Set me apart, I know You're drawing
Me to Yourself, lead me Lord I pray.

Take me, mold me, use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand

I feel... but God says

2010-08-01T20:43:00.002+08:00

You say: "It's impossible"
God says: "All things are possible" (Luke 18:27)

You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: "I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: "I love you" (John 3:16 & John 13:34)

You say: "I can't go on"
God says: "I will direct your steps" (Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: "I can't do it"
God says: "You can do all things" (Philippians 4:13)

You say: "I'm not able"
God says: "I am able" (II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: "It will be worth it" (Romans 8:28)

You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: "I FORGIVE YOU" (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: "I can't manage"
God says: "I will supply all your needs" (Philippians 4:19)

You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: "I have not given you a spirit of fear" (2Timothy 1:7)

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: "Cast all your cares on ME" (I Peter 5:7)

You say: "I don't have enough faith"
God says: "I've given everyone a measure of faith" (Romans 12:3)

You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: "I give you wisdom" (I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: "I will never leave you or forsake you" (Hebrews 13:5)

Read it your way

2010-07-31T19:16:00.001+08:00

”L I V E T O G E T H E R”
What did u read?
.
.
.
.
.
.
Live Together
or
Live To Gather
or
Live To Get Her.

Just a beautiful way 2 say
‘LIFE’ is the way how u look at it”

你的朋友可靠吗?

2010-07-31T18:54:00.003+08:00

人人常说
交朋友时要小心
但你选人,人选你
无论你怎样挑都要看缘分
朋友在我真心对待你时
请你不要千万不要
让我的心默默的流泪

愿上帝祝福你=)

outing

2010-07-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

went outing at the mines today
8 ppl went : me, vv, wei, chungyi, meikee, mahuan, fey&bf, ziqian
first, old town for lunch
after that, movie--INCEPTION
then, shopping
shopping part:
1. shop for voon's present (i love that blouse)
2. my shoes (i bought a gold pair but i'm also in love with a green pair...green or gold or both? XD)
3. wei and chung yi went to buy t-shirts (couple pair==)
4. actually i wanna buy quite a number of things but my purse is bleeding so i stopped=(
next, mcd's ice-cream
lastly, i loved today's outing

* i said this before going out--Lord I commit my day to You; take me by my hands, guide me by my steps. Amen :-)

my dear, don't be annoyed=)

2010-07-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

my dear
use your wisdom given
why hurting yourself for something that is not worth
if ppl just come around and condemn u
then u can choose to turn your heads around
or to stand up and confront them
but pls don't waste your time bullshitting around
like a true fool
you won't gain any respect nor justice
so solve the problem with your correct sense
and stop complaining like why things have to be like that?
or what ppl always want to fool around me?
my dear
it's not about other ppl
it's how the way u look at things
just change it
and your world will turn out to be much better=)

Father of Life

2010-06-17T15:37:00.002+08:00

Father of life, draw me closer
Lord, my heart is set on You
Let me run the race of time
With your life enfolding mine
And let the peace of God, Let it reign

O, Holy Sprit, Lord my comfort
Strengthen me, hold my head up high
And i stand upon Your truth
Bringing glory unto You
And let the peace of God, Let it reign

O Lord, i hunger for more of You
Rise up within me, let me know Your truth
O Holy Spirit, saturate my soul
And let the life of God, fill me now
Let Your healing power
Breathe life and make me whole
And let the peace of God, Let it reign

Love this song very much=)

Gratitude to my buddies

2010-06-15T13:01:00.008+08:00

i had been trying hard to forget the AGM before my holidays
(don't worry it's not about the position matter)
i hate to think back with all the embarrassment i had
the atmosphere was odd as if my presence was not needed
but then i should not have trying that hard
because i had great friends, like u guys
u turned up for me, to stand by me,
really SRY if i'm a bit harsh that day
i'm touched by your actions, i appreciated for u had done
thanks again, love u guys=)

when can i let go?

2010-06-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer. let it be.

Let it be, let it be, .....

And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines on me,
shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, .....

Randomly

2010-06-13T14:56:00.000+08:00

just to keep my blog away from dust i'll just write something

1. As how i've expected, i not chosen to do the extra work. more brain cells for books and future planning XD
2. i'm sure what's my aim =)
3. yup, i'll only ask for things i need not what i want
4. just knew that being rich is different from greed
5. i'll not own you unless i'm ready to bear all consequences
6. always be kind, generous, influence and make a difference
7. went camp, it was fun. played hide and seek in the middle of the night. the car park was cold and dark but there's NO ghost~~
8. realized who can or will stay with me forever XD
9. making more space for improvement

God bless u guys=)

a lesson

2010-05-14T16:25:00.000+08:00

dad taught me life is sometimes fake
we just have to do what people want us to do
stick to your desires but pray hard for god's will
it's hard to give fake answers in an interview
but luckily it's just for a post in school
the result is i not having the post i want
for saying the truth, they think i can't enforce the school rules
dad said to be a school's leader, you got to first agree with the school rules
and not all the advising work.
"that's why u didn't get the job, you too nice to do the dirty work.
But never mind, you're just learning about life."
after my dad left, i cried.
i didn't get the job because i'm saying the things the teachers that pleases the teachers.
fine then, maybe in God's will i'm just a supporting role,
i'll also take it, it's a deal

Monthly PoSt

2010-05-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

another month passed,
and i'll conclude everything.
it may skip here and there
but i'll write what i can think of.

1. i am a CA but...
2. exams is around the corner so...
3. many birthdays this month but i'm not very keen in buying presents
4. i can get depressed easily whenever i'm not being trusted by people i trust. i won't show it to anyone because it will not do any good.
5. when will i learn not to care when people starts to hurt me?
6. i will breathe harder next time when i can hardly breathe
7. Lastly, first things first--exams

God bless u=)

今晚

2010-04-03T11:30:00.000+08:00

今天晚上要去佩慈的教会去看戏
题目呢是《爱·回家》一定会很精彩吧！

我也体验过让爱我带回家
那份爱，那份无私的爱
让我回到我那永远的家...

希望今晚有人看了也能让
主的爱把他们都带回家=)

Good Friday -- Via Dolorosa

2010-04-03T10:38:00.000+08:00

Read it carefully,
it's a very touching one=)
p/s: you can search you tube for the music

Down the Via Dolorosa in Jerusalem that day
The soldiers tried to clear the narrow street
But the crowd pressed in to see
The Man condemned to die on Calvary

He was bleeding from a beating, there were stripes upon His back
And He wore a crown of thorns upon His head
And He bore with every step
The scorn of those who cried out for His death

Down the Via Dolorosa called the way of suffering
Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King,
But He chose to walk that road out of
His love for you and me.
Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.

holidays

2010-03-16T15:30:00.000+08:00

up coming event:
i'm going to a concert this sunday with rui.. haha
i don't really know that singer but since he has it in church
i'll buy a ticket to give my support^^

holidays SHOULD be much more fun than i'm having now
but it's still better than going to school every morning
at least i can still catch up on my sleep n story books n an unfinished craft

yesterday was monday n i went for my thoery exam
it's not very very tough but it's still tough
i can't do the italian terms and those violin signs
i ended up sitting there for an hour just to figure it out
n i still got it wrong=.=

wei is going to mid valley 2mr for her 1st date.. good luck=)
we don't have an outing
just because we're all just lazy to spread the word around^^
we're going pasar malam 2nite, hope it won't be too bad
p/s : i want a tennis game before all the food =="'

haha...my classmates are naughty but fun
they wrote a story about all the nicknames the can think of ( i wanted to see it )
n posted it up on facebook... it's kind of cool cos i'll never do such a thing in my life==
after today, it will be wed.. another boring day
so my mistake is i should plan my holidays before it comes
now i'm just waiting for time past.......................
think back : i have things to do, huh?
but it's not what i want to do=)

surroudings

2010-03-11T15:40:00.000+08:00

viewed almost every1's blog
every1 is in an emo-ing mood
almost every1's feeling uncomfortable about their life
anger is always much more easier to express
if we want to share something, why not try putting laughter and kindness the 1st?
best friends usually affect one other, especially our mood of the day

now, i can't do anything about it
it makes me feel useless
i could have make it right if i try to think really hard
i'm not in the right mood now
but i still can shape my lips into a big big smile=)

p/s : i know i'm writing rubbish, but i just want to write it out...

another thing, found a lovely piece of work, will find it in my next post

Since 2010

2010-01-23T09:56:00.000+08:00

i had started school
taking science stream+account
very tired for the 1st week
climb up to the 5th floor very day
it's a bonus when you have to climb back down for labs
and go back up there for the class==
asking around who wants to go for BK
BK stands for bible knowledge
then all i get is a negative answer=.=
boring 1st week

2nd week rui turned up beside me
she's sad, she's very emo now
she doesn't want to leave autumn
it makes me very sad
she can't only live her life with autumn
i understand that she is her best friend
but you got to take the consequences
after you have make a decision
but i still believe God have his way in it
anyway i skipped 3 days of school
cause i tripped and fell
my legs are swollen and the wound hurts a lot T.T
sry to leave my partner alone

3rd week is loads of homework
every subject has a pile waiting for me
and lots of reading to do
and struggling with add. maths
and more science reports
and an essay each for every subject
phew...more to come next week
how can i finish them?
but when time comes, it'll be all done=)
i also went for BK class on friday
i have to go all the way to KL
i went so tired and skipped today's class=)
That's all for the school life part..........................

i have the other part
but i'm lazy to write now
i'll save it for my next post
* photos are on my facebook
so i'll not post it up here
Lastly, God Bless=)

PMR results

2009-12-28T09:30:00.000+08:00

honestly i'm very happy with my results
i'm happy to see that smile on my parents face and know they are proud of me
i'm happy that i've experience another miracle through prayer
the Lord had poured his abundant blessings upon me
and i'm thankful for it=)

Merry X'mas!

2009-12-25T11:21:00.000+08:00

Beauty for brokenness
Hope for despair
Lord, in your suffering world
This is our prayer
Bread for the children
Justice, joy, peace
sunrise to sunset
Your kingdom increase!

Shelter for fragile lives
Cures for their ills
Work for the craftsman
Trade for their skills
Land for the dispossessed
Rights for the weak
Voices to plead the cause
Of those who can't speak

God of the poor
Friend of the weak
give us compassion, we pray
Melt our cold hearts
Let tears fall like rain
Come change our love
From a spark to a flame

Refuge from cruel wars
Havens from fear
Cities for sanctuary
Freedoms to share
Peace to the killing-fields
scorched earth to green
Christ for the bitterness
His cross for the pain

Rest for the ravaged earth
Oceans and streams
Plundered and poisoned
Our future, our dreams
Lord, end our madness
carelessness, greed
Make us content with
the things that we need

Lighten our darkness
Breathe on this flame
Until your justice burns
brightly again
Until the nations
Learn of your ways
Seek your salvation
And bring you their praise!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i'm grateful for having a blessed christmas!
help me to share my blessings to the people who are not so fortunate as me
lay your precious hands onto them so that the love of God flows within them
in this season of joy, hope and love...

Girls Camp

2009-12-20T19:02:00.000+08:00

General to say it's was so fun
staying away from the outside world for 5days
it makes me more focus on the messages from the Lord
the theme for the camp is "of rags and riches"

Day1
i am so freaky nervous...
who am i going to meet?
what friends am i going to make?
will they like me?
upon registration, they said i'm in "phileo"
and in my heart, i asked "what's phileo?"
oh, it's the name of the group
but oh my, my sis is not in my group=(
and i don't understand why it has to be just for girls
then now i know why
you know, in this camp, we don't have to "jaga image"
we can do whatever we can't do at the midst of boys
sleep early and there goes the 1st day...

Day2
heard the whistle and woke up at 6.30am sharp
don't be late or you will be forfeited
after cleaning up, it's quiet time
read a couple of verses and answers some questions given
then we RAN down the stairs onto a open space court
those were late ended up - forfeited
next, breakfast...
as for the morning talk, it's based on our theme
today's talk is bout respect
i loved the speaker, she's friendly...
*lost my notes on all talks, trying my best to get it back
and there's a workshop
i chose "knowing God's will"
the speaker was Ms. Michelle Lam
she spoke bout different wills of God
like there's one hidden will which we are not suppose
to spend our whole life trying to reveal that will
and there's a handcraft class - sewing which is not so fun
i'll skip to the night talk - the hidden treasures
it's bout our savior died on the cross for us
even though i've heard that message for many times
it still hit my heart, tears rolling down my cheek
we also had a group sharing before lights out
sweet dreams....(can't sleep well)

Day3
it's similar to the 2nd day
except for the workshop
we had a different speaker - Dr. Daniel Wong
he's talk was very practical and more to reality
it's okay but sorry to say that i love Michelle more
as for the night talk, we watched a movie
not quite a movie, it's about a guy named Nick...
he is so brave, we all admired him so much =)
he was born as a paralyzed kid, without his both legs and arms
u know that he can swim and answers phone calls?
wow, he is really an inspiration to many of us
he trust in the Lord with all his heart
and believe that the Lord will use his life
so don't say God is unfair to you
he's message was good and kind of funny
i'll remember that...
bonus for today, i got to know all of my friends
they were so funny and fun
we were laughing and laughing for the whole day for nothing
since when i've been laughing like that?

Day4
we are having a concert tomorrow so we'll practice most of time today
while waiting for our scene, we talked and joke around
we talked bout schools, churches and guys
all interesting things happen in school and the CF we had in school
and the funny thing is this...
there's a friend from my group fall for a guy who cooks for us
and he is only 13, nickname is fishy
and she was depressed...we laughed so hard when we heard it
it was like "WHAT???" when we got to know it
we had to keep it secretive cause her sisters are in camp too
that guy's sis was also very close to her
so we kept teasing her for the whole day
fishy here and fishy there
even though it's quite mean
but we try to help her out with the depression
"what is there to be depress? it's only a childhood crush..."
she should be the noisiest in our group and ended up to be so moody
hey...come on, get out of it and start to laugh, you funny little papaya
Btw, we had snacks before bedtime...

Day5
Last day of camp (sobs)
we exchanged e-mails and contact no.
we kept singing our "group song"

love the lord your God
with all your heart
and all your soul
and all your mind
and love all mankind
as you would have love yourself
and....(cheerful song)

the concert was great, we kept cheering for every team
and nearly loose our voice
we hugged and do all the goodbyes before leaving
it's really fun joining this camp
last but not the least, friends that i made are
tze lin, su zhen, hui wei, shirley, ji anne, mei fen, hannah, wee kye,
audrey, apple( my angel ), angeline( my mortal ), iris and more...
sorry i can't remember all, plus many from other group

there are photos, but i'll post them a bit later...

Tagged by miss autumn

2009-12-15T11:34:00.000+08:00

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。

被点到的:

1.rui
2.vivi
3.voon
4.wei
5.dang
6.yih
7.mcqueen
8.kway
9.yos
10.chow

01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]: 认识

02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]: 男

03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]: 唱歌

04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]: 有

05-[ 7号姓氏? ]: 余...

06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]: 不错吧...

07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]: 当然有啦!

08-[ 承上2号呢? ]: 更多人追

09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]: 五颜六色

10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]: 坐在隔壁阁着一条街

11-[ 8号的生日是? ]: 10 月17 日

12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]: 跟我同校

13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]: 同班同学

14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]: 9个月

15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]: 不记得了...

16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]: 喜欢...是我的知己

17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]: 当然啦...女明星嘛

18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]: 活泼可爱

19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]: 自恋是爱自己的第一步

20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]: 爱

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的: wei

2. 你们认识多久呢: 2 年

3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗: 重要

4. 你与他(她)的关系是: 都说重要了, 还问!

5. 你觉得他(她)的个性如何: 开朗但常常自high

6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是: jun jun

7. 他(她)在你心目中是几分: 不想用分数来衡量

♥ 海边游玩问題篇

問 : 夏天去海边玩看到比基尼辣妹会

答 : 马来西亚有吗?

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水门忽然被打开了你会

答 : 你干什么!!!

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了你会

答 : 不知道

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具

答 : 其实我不去海边玩的...

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買吗

答 : 宁可不玩

問 : 会用防晒乳吗

答 : 最讨厌阳光了

問 : 回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿你会觉得是哪牌子的

答 : iPhone

問 : 海边对你來说是

答 : 好热

問 : 看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗

答 : 只会望, 不会向前

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗

答 : 2 天1 次

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁

答 : 人都是爱自己的嘛...

問 : 有人说该減肥了你会

答 : 说我知道啊!
問 : 自恋適合你吗

答 : 它是适合每个人的...

*你常笑吗: 还好, 看心情

*你喜欢去哪兒玩: 重要的是跟谁去

*去玩时喜欢一个人去吗: 不喜欢

*如是假日时你都睡到几点: 9am

*今天的天气如何: 晴朗

*朋友和情人你会选择: 为什么要选?

*机会和命运你会选择: 机会

*你很自恋吗: 重要吗?

*你有穿过耳洞:有

* 你交过几个男(女)朋友: 重要吗?

*你有呛过老师吗: 重要吗?

shopping

2009-12-15T10:53:00.000+08:00

i went shopping two days ago with my family
we walk and buy from one shop to the other...fells good =)
we spent quite a lot that day, bout RM400 just on fashion...oops
i got a polo sling bag...that has a 70% discount and ends up RM40+
AND a sweater blouse, dark pink colour, no discount, RM49.90 but still going into my closet, although i prefer the 1 in black...anyway i still love it =)
AND my last spending of the day is a pair of t-shirts which costs RM35+ plus a necklace at RM10+

my sis bought a necklace plus 8 tops...really pro, can buy clothes anywhere
my mum bought a handbag, a necklace and a pair of shoes
my bro bought a blouse

so that's all for the shopping list
thx mum and dad for willing to spend money on us
and thank God for always providing for our family.

it's the year end sale season
so go out to shop till u drop but don't overdo it...haha
i think i still have to go for a second time
to buy clothes in advance for new year, if time allows.

another thing, my grandma is staying with us now.
she felt sick a couple days ago and called for my dad
the doctor said she has weak bones and gave her painkillers
and then she is here now at my hse
we'll take care of her but i don't know how to make her not so lonely
i think everything will turn right as time goes by

Lastly, my mum sign me up for a girls camp YESTERDAY
and i reacted "WHAT??TOMORROW??"
okay, now got to pack up and be there by 5pm
it will be 4D3N, coming back on sat
the cake baking thing, we'll leave it till i'm home, k?
i hope i'll have fun there =)
God bless.

Tired

2009-12-11T02:19:00.000+08:00

after viewing all of the blogs
feeling very tired...emotionally
how have we come into a situation like this?
i know humans aren't perfect
but forgiving is a step forward we must take
friends tearing each other hearts apart
will it make us feel better?
i don't feel any good at all
reading each post
standing at a different angle
trying to feel how they feel
makes me confused

we(is not just me and u) used to be best friends
but now...
what else more can i say?
what else can i do?
what matters to me is just a friendship that will last
take on challenges, and a big warm hug.

anyway, i love my darlings.
each of them are a special gift from God
i appreciate it a lot.
i love God,
i love u guys,
best friends forever.

The Holiday Me

2009-12-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

I'm missing all my friends
I want to see all of you
Ok, i admit...i'm lonely at home
The computer is my only company and i'm already bored with it
Where are all my buddies?

i want an outing but lazy to do the planning
volunteer wanted.
but finally i've to do it..=/

what can i do now?
i've done all my hobbies
tennis and swimming are only once a week each
but i've SEVEN days a week
BORING
BORING
BORING
BORING times ten...

i miss you guys very much
i'll start to call you guys out now
see ya!

God bless.

Appreciate

2009-11-21T09:54:00.000+08:00

when we're having something precious in hands,
we'll never know how to appreciate it.
When something you never notice slip away quietly,
then only we know what is appreciate.
Appreciate all you have

Holiday LIFE

2009-11-21T02:19:00.000+08:00

holiday really troubles me...bad thought huh?
my recent lifestyle turns me upside down
seeing everyone having something to do freaks me out
what am i doing with my long holiday???
Btw, my dad is having an out station for about...10days???
so getting caught up in the hse wasn't really my fault

ha ha...waited so long to watch that vampire show
but...do i get to watch it on that gathering day?
i'm not quite sure cause i can't get it online...sobs
i can't always hang out right? how about once a week?
my mum will sure nag me like nobody's business

starting a new project lately...
but not as fun as i thought it could be
baking plus cross-stitching
i burnt my first cake and guess what?
the 2nd one was half burnt but doesn't taste as bad as the 1st one
a funny joke...the dog ate my burnt cake, will it cause cancer?

My TO DO LIST for now:
1.waiting for my dad to be home
2.missing all my friends especially my darlings
3.next wed--an outing with my old mates
4.pray for all those I care
GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU

another couple

2009-11-15T15:15:00.000+08:00

juz came home from the wedding's morning ceremony
beautiful bride...nice hse...nice food
my dedication from them is get more A's...swt

nothing to do during holidays
boring...i felt a little weird these days
felt like a bit left out
Am i over sensitive???
maybe, always like that
i want to see my friends soon
when will it be?
mom says u can only have true friendship during skul days
so i'll take good care and treasure mine
i always wanted to be more careful with my friends
so i would not hurt their feelings
but have i hurt your heart???

should we hide our feelings or express everything we feel?
which is the best choice to please everone?

God bless my day.

i m invisible not unnoticeable

2009-11-12T12:51:00.000+08:00

i love 2 be invisible but hate 2 be unnoticeable
foolish thought huh?
i'm invisible when i'm trying 2 hide something
but that's not unnoticeable
being unnoticeable towards some1 you notice really sucks
yeah, am i a nobody to u?

Jealous???

2009-11-12T12:39:00.000+08:00

juz read rui's blog and saw tat vv had called yesterday
but i don't know anything bout it
i felt shocked 4 a sec and feel bad 4 a while
why i don't know bout it???
they didn't tell me or what???
or is it I'm having a poor hearing???
maybe....
maybe....
maybe....
maybe i've think too much

even if i've think too much,
honestly i still feel bad.

pray that all bad feelings will go &
happiness will come flooding into my heart
God bless us.

wishlist & current issues

2009-08-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

maybe its too late for this year so it will include the following year
(i'll update it when its 1 jan 2010)

so, this is it:
1. full A's in PMR(working on it)
2. do something to control my mood(changes too fast)
3. do God's work(this is for life)
4. keep temptations away(oh...try my best)
5. more hang outs(please mom)
6. friendship that lasts 4ever(erm...quite easy)
7. to be bold & tough (i need some help with that)

just seven at the moment.
i'll put in hard work & prayer for God's guidence.

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disasters happen quite frequent this days
the h1n1 virus & the flood in taiwan
kills lives that are innocent
sad & pity for those who are having a hard time
hope that they'll know God will always be there.
God's love will overcome all fear & pain.
God bless all his children, you too.

party

2009-07-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

awesome party 2day.
ppl who join the party:
me,vv,rui,wei,voon,dang,yih,mcq,kway,wei ni,fey,
qinni,n the guys...
every1 is high 2day...
dress prettily
smile happily
n 2day shopping is cool
i haven hav a break 4 months
n finally all my stress releases
*after 2day,is everything settle???
*after 2day,are they still frenz???

vv feel different 2day
eventhough she'll go back 2 normal 2morrow
she still feel different in
some special occasion, lik 2day
she grows more n more in de inside...
best frenz 4 so many years,
she had changed a lot,
changing 4 the better,
i'm proud of her!

i've done something wrong 2day.
i've told a lie.
i noe i should not hav do dat.
so,i'm asking 4 forgiveness.
pls forgive me.

bad mood

2009-03-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

long time since the last posting...
life is all fine for this few months...
maybe some problems but ok...
have few new friends in this new year...
heard a shocking news 2 weeks ago...(a sad news n its a secret)
another sad news last week...feel sorry for my teacher...
keeping her in my prayers...
just hope she'll feel all right in no time...
feeling something missing in me~~
just don't know what is it???
i'll know when its time...

dear teacher, i'll pray for u so pls be strong to go on...

放弃吗？？？

2008-11-21T14:04:00.000+08:00

你说要放弃是吗？
才那么的一点小事，何必呢？
说这句话，你不知道你所造成的伤害...
我的心应该死吗？
我已经当成若无其事了...
你还想怎样？
不要拿我跟别人比，
每个人是独一无二的...

亲爱的上帝，请您带我走过这段坎坷的路...
我会走到终点的...
奇迹呢？只有等待...

Finally...

2008-10-11T13:32:00.000+08:00

终于有人很不爽地说了我的坏话
wow...而且很不客气喔...
但现在的心情还满高兴的
你们一定以为我神精病
我承认一开始我气到流泪
但过后想到上帝说
不肯原谅他人是最不能被原谅的错
所以就原谅他, 为他祷告lor...
可能我上次站pintu的时候,
得罪了某某人, 所以就在背后说我坏话
算了, 放下会让自己更好过...

vv, loh yong n wen jie
他们三个,到底是谁跟谁偷情?
昨天我听到了三个不同的版本...
1st --问 wen jie 时一个版本
2nd--听了vv的又一个
3rd--昨天duti bersurai也一个
haha...
终只觉得他们好可爱,
要玩就光明真大地玩,
不要说是偷情lor...

haiz...情绪不是那么容易控制的嘛...
再努力lor...

the holidays...

2008-09-27T11:20:00.000+08:00

praise the lord!
finally the holiday starts...
got little holiday mood lor...
so boring and hav nothing fun 2 do,how?
tis 10 days really will be a hard time
my frenz, share wif me wad u all do in holidays la...
every1 is so happy 4 the holidays
haiz...hope i can find something 2 do later on...

wad is going to be special in my life???
i'm going 2 know it soon enough

期待...

2008-09-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

心里总会期待明天的到来...但更是期待我们的未来...好想好想看到我们长大后会变出什么模样...会像现在一样胡闹...还是一样的天真...或者变得令人刮目相看呢?...未来这种东西是不会受控制的自由发挥...虽然有时不随你意,但一切都是神的安排,他是绝对不会害自己的儿女...我把所有的信任都给了他...他会为我安排好...最近,我有一些事情看不过眼,但不想伤害我们之间的感情,所以都不想多加理会...当遇到困难时,我只要把它当做是种考验而不是灾难,这样的人生,应该很会比较快乐吧!

我只想要一个机会...

teh o's birthday party + fey's barbeque party

2008-09-15T10:42:00.000+08:00

so full program dat day
1st, go jusco 4 movie
(money not enough 2)
so touch by the movie
muz treat mum better

2ndly, go 4 teabreak
share a bowl of noodles wif vv
hav a bad feeling there cus
vv n fey dunno say wad cant let me noe
so i also dun wan 2 ask lor...

3rdly, my dad came 2 pick us up n bring us 2 fey's house
he went 2 collect de cake, (scared he'll scold me)
wow...fey's house is big! (out of my expectation lor...)
then we stay in the study room...
every1 bz wif their things...
some msn...boys play the most stupid game : football
we bz the present(its a surprise 4 de birthday girl)

4thly n finally, the party starts...
many variety of food...reali muz thank fey's mum
the barbecue is the hardest part
huh, y the fire cant be started?
mao n alan so gud, they do most of work 4 us
not like the DOREMIFASO upstairs
dun do anything,reali not gentlemen

5thly, v went 2 jay lim's house
his house is quite big
but looks like v r bothering them
v sing n sing on the way there
n on the way back

lastly, sherene cut the cake
she looks very happy
then she open the present in fey's study room
every1 looks foward 2 see her expression
she looks very happy
v r also very happy 4 her

huh...reali tired la dat day
but v also had so much fun
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GURL!

pls...

2008-09-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

pls don't use anyone as a tool to criticize ppl
it will never ever put any affect on me anymore
if u found that there is problem in me,
come n tell me face to face
n i'll accept it
but pls don't ever use any tool to tell me anything
it will be a very foolish thing to do
ok?

GOD BLESS U

went back 2 GMTT

2008-09-06T20:56:00.000+08:00

i went back there 4 the 1st time after i left 1 year ago...
everything there didn't change...
the ppl, our frenz, the parents n...the big mirror!
all the memories n singing we had there...
everything hadn't change,
the changes is in me...
my feelings n motivation towards it had changed...
cant explain how it feels,
but the pressure isn't there any more...

Dear lord, pls help me 2 make the decision whether 2 stay back or 2 leave them 4ever...

Disappointed

2008-09-04T19:32:00.000+08:00

feel a little disappointed,
but i cant change anything...
i really feel disappointed in u 2day...
nvm, i can wait...

the CA in my kump is so...
not they r not no gud,
is juz dat there r many better than them.
they deserve a chance 2 improve more.
lets see then...

vv n weini still cant settle,
n now i m in the group...
oh my! wad m i going 2 do?

me n frenz played something funny 2day...
v laugh n laugh until...
the other students think dat v hav gone mad!
haha...its really funny!
but i feel so bad for playing it on dat guy...

the lord is my shepard for he guides me
wherever i go and whatever i do

Lately...

2008-09-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

really hectic la tis few days
many problems rushing towards me
vv n weini cant get along well
dont noe how 2 help them
feel very frustrated at 1st
but i feel very happy now
cause i found out dat
i hav many gud buddies 2 help me out...

may the lord bless u all